uninvited

i dont really know whats with this but lemme share it to whomever is fond of expressing themselves in many ways. its actually a song that i havent even sing but as i listen to it, it lifts up my spirit. why? well, lets just say... im just but human!

like anyone would be
i am flattered by your fascinations with me
like any hotblooded woman
i have simply wanted an object to crave
but you, youre not allowed

youre uninvited
an unfortunate slight
must be strangely exciting
to watch the stoic squim

must be someone heartening
to watch shepherd meet sheperd
but you, youre not allowed
youre uninvited

an unfortunate slight
like any uncharted territory
i must seem greatly intriguing
you speak of my love like
you have experienced love like mine before
but this is not allowed

youre uninvited
an unfortuante slight
i dont think you unworthy
i need a moment to deliberate.

sometimes, we have to let go of things not because we dont want them but simply because its not ours. crazy though because why would they have to come along right? i dont know. i dont have the answer. but one thing for sure, everything comes with a purpose. may not be vivid now but sooner or later itll just come before our very eyes. in the least time we expect.

i too have this "knowing-holding on-letting go and hoping still" drama. was hurt. so deep. did trust. so well. went crazy, indeed but after a while, i have lessons learned. i became stronger and so i say..... someday... i'll see you again.

when that time comes, ...... we'll see who really is uninvited.