the music that a heart sings really is very sweet... the melody makes one smile and it lingers in the ears of man. it remains within the soul not just for days, months, years but even for eternal.
yet the songs that the heart sings are not always sweet. sometimes sad tune comes in play and the beating becomes quite irregular. it manages to feel pain and tears more often than not roll in the cheeks of man.
there are songs of the heart indeed that lift us into the summit of nirvana. it bring joy into our lives....make us see the color of the world and make us smell the fragrance of the flowers. when these songs are being played, we think of forever....
yet, its not always the case. good things never last as they say. frustrating is, painful songs are being played played longer. the reason why sometimes, man tend to ask and blame somebody outthere.
i know its wrong. but man as i may do have some questions in mind that until now remains unanswered. like... why do i have to met a person whom could hurt me so badly? why cant i forget someone when i have been compelling myself to get him out of my mind? why do i love thee? why cant i hate him? and why are you affecting my life so well?
the song that is being played in the radio of my life now is something that i dont want to hear. aside from the fact that it spells melancholy, it slowly take away my personality. i hate it because i feel like im too damned. i know im a fool but i've never been too damn in my entire life than who i am now. i wanted to hate you yet i end up hating myself.
why?
i have been good to my fellowmen and to you. tried to please all of them including you, didnt i? i tried sacrificing for you.... i risk it all and i have given you my all.
yet, you consider me as the object of your game. of all people why you? you, whom i consider to be a son of god? you, whom i adore, i respect, i trust and i love? i want to kill you, thats true. but bull shit! i simply cant!
yet the songs that the heart sings are not always sweet. sometimes sad tune comes in play and the beating becomes quite irregular. it manages to feel pain and tears more often than not roll in the cheeks of man.
there are songs of the heart indeed that lift us into the summit of nirvana. it bring joy into our lives....make us see the color of the world and make us smell the fragrance of the flowers. when these songs are being played, we think of forever....
yet, its not always the case. good things never last as they say. frustrating is, painful songs are being played played longer. the reason why sometimes, man tend to ask and blame somebody outthere.
i know its wrong. but man as i may do have some questions in mind that until now remains unanswered. like... why do i have to met a person whom could hurt me so badly? why cant i forget someone when i have been compelling myself to get him out of my mind? why do i love thee? why cant i hate him? and why are you affecting my life so well?
the song that is being played in the radio of my life now is something that i dont want to hear. aside from the fact that it spells melancholy, it slowly take away my personality. i hate it because i feel like im too damned. i know im a fool but i've never been too damn in my entire life than who i am now. i wanted to hate you yet i end up hating myself.
why?
i have been good to my fellowmen and to you. tried to please all of them including you, didnt i? i tried sacrificing for you.... i risk it all and i have given you my all.
yet, you consider me as the object of your game. of all people why you? you, whom i consider to be a son of god? you, whom i adore, i respect, i trust and i love? i want to kill you, thats true. but bull shit! i simply cant!
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