bit of happiness

there are things in life that sometimes many of us cant understand. questions that we tend to find for answers but oftentimes, the same remained to be a blank in the head.

was with same situation when i begun asking myself why is it too hard to find "happiness". its a question i know that its kinda stupid and for somebody like i do asking the same, its totally...like... duh!....

but, i must admit, i had really asked that question... not once, not twice but for many times already.honestly, until now, i still dont have the answers.

i have tried look for answer in my books.... but all it have offerred me were theories. did try to look to answers with people around me but all i got were nothing but lessons in life.

then i finally decided to stop from asking.

why?.....

because ill never find the answers anyway. i just have to live my life to the fullest now... to stop worrying for tomorrow ..... and just to live for today.

i dont know when will i ever be happy but ill just try to be complete as day goes by.

my journey is still a long way but i am taking my steps slowly that way, ill be able to see the simple things ill me meeting along the way which might lift my heart to smile and have that bit of happiness i am longing for.

life is never easy. its never even fair. but one thing i've come to realized, life is not being fair at all but surpasing the unfair reality.