no goodbyes

"goodbye" they say is never an easy thing. will i agree? or will i not?

i can just imagine the feeling i had the past months of my life. i could honestly say, never did i felt that kind of feeling before and to me its an experience that had turned my life into something that i consider--- HEAVEN. simply said, the happiness within me was unmeasurable, beyond compare and for a while i thought it would never end.

yet i was wrong for the happiness i used to have indeed have to end. its goodbye (?), and that single word will surely make a big difference in my life. turning the other side of the coin. you're leaving and ill be left here alone again. i dont know what to feel. but i know, there is this sad feeling inside me.

Im not sure whether the sadness will eventually erase the joy i had when you came into my life, but i hope, not. im hoping, it will not.

i know you will be gone and will no longer be within my vision. unreachable beyond my hands and quite impossible to be with me again. i remain uncertain too whether you will still feel the same as you are now or will eventually change as the leaves of the trees would fall yet im hoping, somehow, time will make it happen too that you will find the roads coming back into where i am for the heavens will dictate that it is where you meant to be.

i will bid no goodbye... i will not say im letting you go... i will never even think of the ending, for i know, my heart will remain happy, knowing you to be more happy in the world you opted to be. ill remain that way because i know too that there will be no goodbye for us, no letting go and will forever be unending.

indeed, goodbye may not be that easy but once we learned not to do it, it'll never hard at all.

i will miss you my dear one.... i will remain.... and you will forever be part of me.