it must be love

the day was quite windy and i have to indulge myself into work for me to get away from the feeling of being alone after you left. i must admit, days begun so long since you've been gone and i dont know why? had stick in my head though that i should not get affected at all for it might just ruin my life...that i will not allow.

was deeply worrying how will i gonna make myself busy when all of a sudden, i recieved a message coming from you. initially, i didnt mind...not because i didnt care but because somehow i would like to test myself whether i can stand not answering you. another message.. then..a ring. god! i just cant ignore not to answer your "hello.." suddenly, the many days of missing since you've been gone totally vanished. and i had that smile in my face once more which i could not even explain what muscle of my system might have just cause that sweet smile in my lips. indeed, for a while i thought i was in heaven again and needless to say, just by your voice, you have transformed my sadness into a jolly one.

then i wonder, what was with you that makes me happy? what was it that just by your voice alone, you make my day completely colorful? are you some kind of a magician? or youre just one hell of a part of my system that without you, it cannot entirely work? i wonder what was with you that i long so much?

i wanted to say youre a poison for you paralyse the entirety of me with you not being there...i wanted to say youre one hell of a demon who keeps on tempting and makes me eventually a sinner. you're not my man....not my dream... not my illusion... but totally captivated my heart. you're really are you. and no matter how much i deny it, the truth will always remain, though, it may be hurting...that you're already a part of me.

now im ready to confess....it must be love..... it is really love!