understanding love and anger

few weeks ago, i had the chance to watch over the television of a debate contest between schools with really witty studes. i initially stopped scanning the TV because i wanted to witness how will the young men and women argue their respective sides of the coin. however, i got strucked with the topic they are to debate--- blogging is harmful!

the winning team argued well when it said that it is a medium of expressing one's thoughts as an exercise of the guaranteed freedom of expression under the constitution, which i absolutely agree.

im a blogger and an advocate of freedom. i say what i want and as such, i just cant help but to use this blogsite of mine to articulate the things i have in mind at the moment. besides, this is one way of expressing things which sometimes are better left unsaid in order to avoid a chaoic environment specially with the people we love. yet, i believed still that these things should not be suppressed...for it may eventually lead to self destruction. truth will set one free, indeed. but oftentimes truth hurts. i am taking this chance to divulge whats inside me, without hurting the person to whom this blog may be dedicated.

i really wanted to say all of these things to a person but i chose not to and instead blog it here for so many reasons..... one of which is to avoid any misunderstanding as im have always been misunderstood.

to you (who may not even read this, yet, hopeful am i that you will) i say.....

i find you to be unfair!

wanted to be loved yet dont know how to love others.

afraid of being hurt

but dare to hurt the people who loves you.

understanding i always give

yet doesnt mean itll be perpetual.

i hold on and hold on still

hoping one day, realize, you will, of me being here.

please see what is happenning for today

and not of what the yesterday has done.

please feel the colors of the trees so green

and not of the darkness of the night.

mistakes you did commit

you learned, indeed;

afraid though you should not be

because every sunrise brings new beginnings.

believe, and the world conspire for it to be realize;

be brave, the world is round and you cant change history;

you have fallen, stand up and bounce back;

you feel love, let flow without hesitations.

im glad, blogging really came into existence.