why is it that its hard to get mad at times? like, you know to yourself that you want to hate someone but you simply cant get the feeling of hatred? i wonder if its kinda psychological illness, but indeed, its never easy hating someone you love, isn't it?
just this time, i am exactly in a parallel situation with that of my query. damn! i want to shout for anger and sure, im in a hot mood yet cant get that spirit of cursing some insensible creature on earth. im raging but simply dont know why cant i be that way to a person who provoked of that feeling within me.
i hate it! i really hate it!
why cant i hate you? why cant i curse you like anybody else?
grrrrr.......
i hate myself for not hating you!!!!!!!!!!!!
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