laughing with the tears

you hurt me once,shame on you.

you hurt me twice, shame on me!

Your love did me wrong,

so i'm moving on.

True Love?

i used to believe it existed,

but when you had my heart torn out

and thrown on the floor,

i knew, you just dont care anymore.

i had a heart and it was true,

it fled from me and went to you.

i hoped you'd be kind to it as i have done,

for you have two and i have none.

try not to wonder about what might have been

cuz that was then and now different roads we're in

we cant go back again, there's no use giving in

and here no way to know, what might have been.

Love can tear you apart...it can kill you.

but if you're lucky, it can put you back together-----Wonder Years

i thought you'd be here forever.

another illusion i chose to create.

dont know what you've got until it's gone

and i found out just a little too late------Chicago

it hurts to see you walk away.

for admit it or not, you were an important part of my life

and the time we shared will forever be a in me.

so even though i realized

that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.

your too near yet too far,

and too late to ever get back in my arms.

How could an angel break my heart?

Why didn't he catch my falling star?

i wish i didnt wish so hard.

maybe wished our love apart.-----Toni Braxton

someday you'll look and we'll be gone..

bu tomorrow may bring rain, so i'll follow the sun.---- U2

if you wanted the world to be a happier place,

you should have lift the tears off in my face.

and if you wanted the world to keep spinning around,

you'd pick the pices of my heart up off the ground.

you have been the treasure in my hand.

you have been the one whom i thought, beside me, will always

so unaware, i foolishly believed that you would

but then came the day, when i turned my head and you slipped away.

you wondered how you'd make it through.

i wondered what was wrong with you.

beacuse how could you give your love to someone else,

and share your dearms with me?

sometimes the only thing you're looking for,

is the one you can't see-------- Vanessa Williams

ask me how many times my heart has been broken

and i will tell you to look in the sky and count the starts.

i've seen fire and i've seen rain.

i've seen sunny days that i thought would never end.

i've seen lonely times when i could not find a friend,

but i always though that i'd see you again.--------James Taylor

if you lost your love for me, you never let it show.

you said you didnt need me in your life.

i guess you were right.

didn't we almost have it all?

loving is so short and forgetting is too long.

oh, i shouldn't care or wonder where and how are you at all

but i cant hide this hurt inside my broken heart.

im fighting back emotions that i've never fought before,

cuz u'm not supposed to love you anymore.

i cant cry hard enough for you to hear me.

the tears i wish to wipe away, will run unchecked for another day.

alas, that is the price i pay.------Mike Archer

no, i cant erase the wrong i've done

but i hope you can give US another chance.

because if you were me, you would want the same

and i'd give that chance to you.

you love to hate the one who loves

and theone you hate to love.

even if my heart should call out your name in the rain,

these arms will never embrace you ever again.

and even if i'll all cried out and no longer in pain...

i know, i'll never fall this way again.

someone can walk into your life

and not until after they walk out that you realize..

there were even there.

that is why...

once upon a time i was falling in love,

but now i'm only falling apart.

there's nothing i can do-----"Total eclipse of the Heart!"

*is it nice to know that there is this other way of nursing a blow?

welcome myself

there is this point in our lives that sometimes how we wish, it didnt arrive. a point when after all the laughter and promises made, we'll realize that things wont be the same again. we fiil that we've been fed up and after all the patience we have given, we suddenly decide to let go and utter the word "goodbye."

its a painful term to hear right? but i tell you, much painful to say. many of us dont actually know how should it begun or how will it ever cross our minds but one thing for sure, once we decide to do it,..its done!

its a matter of choice... we'll hurt the listener and hurt ourselves? or we'll hurt nobody and still hurt ourselves?

there goes the decision. as for me,... i just made mine. i dont know whether itll be right but for sure,.. i still have myself to start anew . may not be today , tomorrow not even but in days to come. i may have said goodbye but i have regained myslef back.

the decision is never bad at all!

what do we meant to each other

I'd rather know if you had turned the page
If you go faster than I do
Suddenly it's not so clear just what I am to you
Am I friend, am I lover, do we still need each other
When you touch me, when you touch me baby I can tell

What do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over now
If this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from here
What do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over now
Do you love me still or do you just mean well

I can see clearly how im hurting you
Every breath gives you a way
All we go on separate roads has gone in the way.
Am I friend, am I lover, do we still need each other
When you hold me, when you hold me baby I can tell

Time became a poison looking slowly on my home
Screwing all the memories, Is it tearing us apart
When you touch me, when you touch me baby I can tell

What do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over now
If this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from here
What do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over now
Do you love me still or do you just mean well

mean truth

sometimes it takes a lot of guts to tell the truth specially when you are aware that somehow the words that will come out from your mouth will definately hit someone. it more reason if that someone would be a person dear to you. but just the same, if you know that telling the truth will nevertheless help him realize how irrational he had been, then setting the truth though it'll hurt will be the only tool to put things in proper prespective.

i may have hurt you when i said of youre being too insensible,... irresponsible and too numbed of the present situation but i tell you,... this is my only way saving things between us. and to me, thats what matters most. ponder every lines ive said and know what was wrong within you. its not enough that you just listen, for the better way to do it would be to understand every word said and above all to do something not to straingthened anything that seemed to be curved.

i have given you my mean lines. if it may have thrust you within,... then treat it as a beneficial cut. it may cause scar but surely, itll give you a lift once in a while that once in youre life, you've erred yet you were able to correct it. besides, even out being an evil is also a part of history.