who am i?

i spent so many hours infront of my computer the other night trying to surf for a song i once heard while driving to the place of my erwin. good thing, i have a witty staff zammae who were able to look for it even if i had only few lines to share of the song.

title is....who am i?

i took it upon myself to listen to the song for so many times because i was quite interested of what was the true message behind the nice melody. after sometime, i have finally concluded, the song indeed was good and yeah.... its true.


"Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.

Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again

Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me. "


we often ask why do we have to face burdens in life? we get hurt...
point fingers.... and end up blaming Somebody.

man has always had the attitude of throwing a lot of questions to the heaves for the things that they themselves have something to to do with it. man commits mistake in coming up a decision... get hurt and blame Him of the sufferring brought about by the err. but despite the blames and questions, He remained to be there for us.

He is very powerful and has all the right to take everything from should He wish but alas.... He never did because He loves us so. He has given us yoke in life for He knew so well that we are strong beyond compare. He gives us blessings despite of the curses He recieves everytime we tend to be rebellious. He lifts us up everytime we fall in the ground.... He always say that He loves us....

i once said, life is too cruel, that, i must confess. but after all the things that have happened to my life... of being hurt,.... of being sad..... of experiencing the hardships that life could bring, i have realized that life still is beautiful. indeed, the more cuts i received, the more blessings He has given.

now, is it not that too shameful of us that despite the negatives man has given Him, He has not never foresaken us? we're just humans and i would like to throw the same question i asked to myself just recently which is actually the title of the song i am referring to....... who am i?

the song is just a song indeed but if we will try to dig in deeper of its meaning,.... its actually an eye opener for those who see the world to be a place of sufferring. ask yourself of the question i had to myself.... who am i?

understanding love and anger

few weeks ago, i had the chance to watch over the television of a debate contest between schools with really witty studes. i initially stopped scanning the TV because i wanted to witness how will the young men and women argue their respective sides of the coin. however, i got strucked with the topic they are to debate--- blogging is harmful!

the winning team argued well when it said that it is a medium of expressing one's thoughts as an exercise of the guaranteed freedom of expression under the constitution, which i absolutely agree.

im a blogger and an advocate of freedom. i say what i want and as such, i just cant help but to use this blogsite of mine to articulate the things i have in mind at the moment. besides, this is one way of expressing things which sometimes are better left unsaid in order to avoid a chaoic environment specially with the people we love. yet, i believed still that these things should not be suppressed...for it may eventually lead to self destruction. truth will set one free, indeed. but oftentimes truth hurts. i am taking this chance to divulge whats inside me, without hurting the person to whom this blog may be dedicated.

i really wanted to say all of these things to a person but i chose not to and instead blog it here for so many reasons..... one of which is to avoid any misunderstanding as im have always been misunderstood.

to you (who may not even read this, yet, hopeful am i that you will) i say.....

i find you to be unfair!

wanted to be loved yet dont know how to love others.

afraid of being hurt

but dare to hurt the people who loves you.

understanding i always give

yet doesnt mean itll be perpetual.

i hold on and hold on still

hoping one day, realize, you will, of me being here.

please see what is happenning for today

and not of what the yesterday has done.

please feel the colors of the trees so green

and not of the darkness of the night.

mistakes you did commit

you learned, indeed;

afraid though you should not be

because every sunrise brings new beginnings.

believe, and the world conspire for it to be realize;

be brave, the world is round and you cant change history;

you have fallen, stand up and bounce back;

you feel love, let flow without hesitations.

im glad, blogging really came into existence.