temporary

might be that youre a blessing...
might be that youre a gift...
might be that youre an angel...
might be that youre just but dream...

might be that i love you...
might be that i care...
might be that i need you...
might be that im just but dreamin'...

might be that were the same....
might be that we click...
might be that were compatible....
might be that its just an illusion....

we can never be sure of tomorrow
we just have to live for today
but we can build a castle for the future
yet expectation we mus not dare.....

to anticipate is preparation of frustation
frustration is the root of tears
tears means sorrow
and sorrow means frustration...

non permanence, that we should know
be it happy be it sad....
tomorrow may be just a dream.....
but, something, we can do to make it real....

might be that tomorrow may not come as dreamt
might be that the dream will be realize....
we dont exactly know
but we can be exactly happy for today!!!

bit of happiness

there are things in life that sometimes many of us cant understand. questions that we tend to find for answers but oftentimes, the same remained to be a blank in the head.

was with same situation when i begun asking myself why is it too hard to find "happiness". its a question i know that its kinda stupid and for somebody like i do asking the same, its totally...like... duh!....

but, i must admit, i had really asked that question... not once, not twice but for many times already.honestly, until now, i still dont have the answers.

i have tried look for answer in my books.... but all it have offerred me were theories. did try to look to answers with people around me but all i got were nothing but lessons in life.

then i finally decided to stop from asking.

why?.....

because ill never find the answers anyway. i just have to live my life to the fullest now... to stop worrying for tomorrow ..... and just to live for today.

i dont know when will i ever be happy but ill just try to be complete as day goes by.

my journey is still a long way but i am taking my steps slowly that way, ill be able to see the simple things ill me meeting along the way which might lift my heart to smile and have that bit of happiness i am longing for.

life is never easy. its never even fair. but one thing i've come to realized, life is not being fair at all but surpasing the unfair reality.

the right thing

"we have the right love at the wrong time..." that was the song that is being requested of me to sing. somebody whispehered, "sing it for me please...complete..."

as i sing the song, there was this feeling inside that to me, its kinda strange. what could be the meaning behind the song? well, its just a song of course but i know, there is something that is being conveyed to me.

"right love at the wrong time." that is usually the drama of two people who have bumbed with each other belatedly. its either, one is committed or two of them do. sad thing though, despite of being one, intimacy with another grow and what is amazing is that, they manage to be in the licit side of the coin. to control... to ignore and be blind of the their own feelings.

i admire those people who really can be honest of themselves as to their inner feelings. i agree that, when love comes in, nothing can stop it. its a force of nature that no matter how you try to deny it, it will insistently be in your heart until such time that there is no way out.

the question of whether or not this is ringht, comes in. many will say, its wrong, some will say its right and others will say, no comment.

many people are being judged for having an illicit affair. in the first place, why was it termed illicit? one is just to love, so does it mean that to love is something wrong? is it to love that is being wrong or is it whom you love that makes it incorrect?

i say, i am not in the position to question those who engaged into such affair. to me, what matters most is the intention of the parties concened. if you are to engaged to an affair that is seemingly wrong because you would like to destroy something that is already there before you come in, then the amity per se is wrong. however, it you are to be in a relationship knowing what is it to be there before, during and after ... accepting the things you own and you do not own... and simply being there because you wanted to be true of yourself, to me there is nothing wrong with that. besides, you cannot go against the forces of nature. Hence, you cannot get away of loving when love knocks at your door becuase it knows no time, no place and no limits.

ERGO: THERE IS NO REALLY RIGHT LOVE AT THE WRONG TIME BECAUSE THERE IS NEVER A WRONG TIME TO DO THE RIGHT THING!

you remain

was such a while since the last time our eyes met. well.... i know im more okay now. its nice to see you with that smile and i presumed you saw mine too. with those looks, can we sincerely say we're finally okay and happy?

sometimes, there are things better left unsaid... some say, to avoid the hurting... yet sometimes silence speaks of closure... for two people once intimate to end up as friends still.

when i saw you smile at me, i saw a sparkle in your eyes and i know that the joy i had in my heart that moment is the same as yours.

we have bidded goodbye to the unexpected closeness but we are now gaining strength from that past...

you remain though.... you remain....